On some randomness...

Hello ladies and gents. It's ya girl Untouched Jewel, back in the buildin'! Yeah, yeah so I've been m.i.a. again, but I'm writing.

Ok, let's see here....I've been working, alot. Just trying to earn my paycheck like what's left of us Americans that still have a job to go to. I don't know how long mine will last, but I hope it goes into next year. Just as long as I get my W-2 in the middle of January is all that matters to me. I loves my income tax returns, y'all. LOL.

I'm trying to get my social life into some sort of gear here, and of course it's hard. Trying to find someone who can watch your kids ain't no joke. Oh, and I have been going to church more often now, so that's a good thing. Hopefully I'm doing something half way right with my life.

As far as the whole parenting thing is concerned, there's all kinds of drama going on right there. I will say this: negroes sho' nuff had the nerve to want to threaten me. You know I didn't take too well to that, but I didn't get to actin like a pure n*gga either. I laughed at it more, because I called a fool out when he wasn't doing what he is supposed to do, and his family was hittin him up asking questions. I will say this much: I can't stand a dude who lies to put on an image. I don't give a damn about your image. Image don't feed the babies, keep a roof over their head or clothes on their back. A jigga always claims they don't have no money, but can go to the club with their peoples?! How foolish and ignorant is that? Anywho, another day another topic.

Another issue I was dealing with had me crazy upset the other day. One of my relatives came up pregnant, again. She already has a child that is still somewhat fairly new. Now my family ain't trippin at the fact that she got pregnant, because she has been "taking care of herself for a very long time". Now when I became pregnant with my children, I got read the riot act and called everything but a child of God and my government name. I just don't seem to get it. Here's the thing with my relative: she's been married, divorced and knocked up twice, and it ain't by her ex-husband. What I don't seem to understand is why is it that she's unmarried and poppin out children, it's ok. I do the same thing, I'm catchin hell?! MAYBE I'M JUST THE DUMB AND SLOW ONE.....YEAH, THAT'S IT RIGHT THERE. I'M THE DUMMY! (*sarcasm*)

I put it like this: wrong is wrong and sin is sin. No matter how you slice it, it's still bad. All my life they have praised her and condemned me. I guess I'm not a product of divorced parents, so my life ain't as bad as hers. Yeah, whatever. This girl has done more dirt than I could ever do in my lifetime, and yet my family don't think jack crap about it. *sigh* I've talked to friends about it, and they tell me to get over it. Things like that you don't get over. Sorry. I just don't think you praise one person and condemn the other for the same thing. That's crazy!

Aight, ladies and gents get at me. Lend me your feedback. 1