We've all at some point in life have looked to family to be the guiding force in all of our lives (next to God). We all have depended on family for advice, material things, etc. in our ups and downs. Then, there are times we have family that act like complete and utter a**holes whom are miserable and would rather see other family members be miserable with them as well. Well ladies and gents, that's what I want to touch on here on this post.
See, nothing makes me more angry is when you have family that may or may not go up to bat for you in the best or worst of times. But it's those times where they will do things for you just to get a pat on the back and when they don't get their way want to use it against you and hold some form of control over you. There are also those that will beg, borrow and steal to maintain their lifestyle who don't work, claim they are doing one thing when they are clearly (to some) doing something altogether different. In essence, they are pretty much "robbing Peter to pay Paul". That sh*t ain't right by anyone's standards! And what puts the icing on the cake for me, is how some family will bend over a** backwards to put your business out in the street and make you seem like they got it all together, but are clearly the very ones who have all the dysfunction going on. Will give out all kinds of advice that they themselves don't take and apply to their own life, and then have the nerve to be the judge, jury and prosecution over yours?! They must be on that "good sh*t" trying to pigeonhole you into a stereotype that they have of you.
So with that said, here's what I have to say to "family", and then I'm done wasting my precious breath on you:
GO JUMP OFF A DAMN CLIFF SOMEWHERE!!
That's right, go ruin someone else's life with that old miserable foolishness you call YOUR life. You always wanna down me about what I did with mine and the fact that I had two children out of wedlock. Whatever. Unlike some people who go out and have a million and one children they don't take care of, I take good care of mine. Not once can my children say they have ever been hungry, homeless, or looking like pure and utter bums in public. So what if their father isn't there for them...to hell with them, too. God said it best: "you reap what you sow", and trust me every dog has its day.
You are so busy keeping your nose in my affairs that you can't take care of none of your own. So busy worrying about whether or not I'm going to a job, how my kids are being raised, and prolly wondering if I wiped my own a**...WHAT BUSINESS IS IT OF YOURS? While you are wondering how I can maintain my bills while you "claim" you are shelling out your own money, that's none of your business! Don't worry how I can carry on with my life and affairs. What you need to worry about is how you are running around taking money from your own family "claiming" you are paying bills, rent, etc., but yet you got a new gadget in the house every other week or month you know you can't afford...new TV's, computers, washers and dryers and sh*t...SMDH. You call me out my name at times when you don't get your way about things...what kind of person are you?! In my honest opinion, I think you have a complete and utter disdain for women, but just rather put up a smokescreen acting like you don't.
You can say what you want about me, but the difference between me and you is what I have attained in my life, I've done myself with any money I've worked hard for. I don't have to run around like a chicken with my head cut off telling lies on top of lies to showboat and impress people I do or don't like. I could give a rat's a** what people think of me, my children or anything I've done in my life. They haven't walked in my shoes, and you haven't either. My life and that of my children don't begin and end with YOU. And for anything that you do do for my children is mainly your choice, so stop trying to throw sh*t up in my face of what you do. If you have a problem doing those things, here's a suggestion: DON'T DO SH*T, PERIOD! If I had to live my life based on your piss poor opinion, I'd either dead or bat sh*t crazy! You "claim" I'm not being grown up...tell me what's the definition of that?! Grown people don't lie, cheat and steal to maintain their lifestyle. Grown people don't use others for their own sick and twisted gratification to stay afloat (knowin damn well they don't have the pot to piss in or the window to throw it out off). Grown people aren't lying about bills they "claim" they paid, and bill collectors are either coming to the door or calling the house damn near every day looking for payment. GROWN PEOPLE HANDLE THEIR BUSINESS!!! And obviously even at the age you are, just because you have gray hair, apparently has nothing to do with wisdom, because you obviously lack it. I feel sorry for the day all the lies you've told, all the people you have done dirty finally blows up in your face. I would hate to see the people you have dogged out and talked about haul off and whoop your a**, or better yet put something out in the open that you definitely wouldn't like. PAYBACK WOULD SURE BE A B***H THEN!
You can call me every derogatory name you want in the book, but guess what? At the end of the day, I'll still be that b***h, whore and anything else you call me with paid bills, money in my pocket, and cared for children. And all that sh*t you talk about I will need you before you need me?! Yeah...hell would get a snow day before that happens. I don't feel the slightest bit of pity for you, because your dog day is coming, too.
Until Next Post,
Peace & Blessings,
Untouched Jewel
P.S.: I'm praying for you, cause you're gonna need it!
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