What's my motivation?!

Hello. I say for about the past few months, I've been really thinking about going back to school and finish up the remaining semester or so in order to receive my Bachelor's Degree in Kinesiology. Well, ladies and gents, it's hard right now trying to find some kind of gumption and initiative to just get up and go out there and try at it again. I'm trying to find another job, and take care of two kids. I know I had worked, took classes and raised a child before, and at the time was effortless.

Sometimes I see some of my friends whom have gotten their degrees and are working pretty good jobs, or have careers. And then I wonder to myself: "Where did I miss my turning point to just go ahead and finish?" But me having another child and doing whatever, I can't blame that on nobody but me, because that was my fault. But one thing I do know is I want to finish up the rest of my education and continue to move forward with positive progress. Sure enough it may take a little more time than I had anticipated, but like the saying goes: "Better late than never."

I have also come to a point where I may want to continue with schooling again and get a Bachelor's or Master's Degree in Psychology. That was another interesting major I would like to put my feet into the proverbial pool and splash the water. I took a psychology class back in my first year of college (when my hot ass was wildin' out and going to class at the same time),and found it to be very thought-provoking. I say that, because it's something that gets the wheels in the brain to turning about what people are thinking or feeling when they think or feel it.

I would like to look into the minds of teenagers or young adults, and really figure out what's going on when they think or do certain things. Let's be clear here: I'M NOT WORKING WITH NO SCHIZOS, PSYCHOS, AND AXE MURDERERS. LOL. Or another area of psychology I would like to work in would probably couple's psychology or therapy. Either way it goes, I want to rack somebody's brain for a few hours. LMAO.

Back to original point before I lose focus. Anyway, I'm trying to do all but lose my passion to learn something before I get too old and then want to do and by then, my time would have come and gone. Then I would truly have to kick myself in the ass. But if there is anyone who has some advice about what I can do to keep this motivation alive to finish school and pursue my career, I would truly appreciate it and respond back as well.

Until then, peace and blessings.
Untouched Jewel