2.22.2009

From the mind of the Untouched Jewel 3

Hello ladies and gents. Here's another installment of poetry I wrote in the wee hours this morning. It was something that was in my head, and I had to get it down before it left me. So here it is, enjoy.

UNHAPPY
As I sit here with the thought of "YOU & I", tears begin to fill my eyes.
Because the thought that you'll never be mine, I lay in my bed at night and cry, and then ask myself: "Why?"

I'm unhappy. There's a space in my heart that feels void. You're not there. UNHAPPY. Can't escape the fact that your love and loyalty is NOT with me...unhappy.

You're in my thoughts, in my speech, in my laughter and tears. But never there to hold me, kiss me, be with me. UNhappy.

Of all the men I can have, I really wanted you, but can't have you for me. UNHAPPY. Of all the men I choose, I'd choose you. But what good would it do?

I feel like I'm spending a part of my life chasing a dream, but all it's been is a nightmare. Can you help me take this pain away, or leave me hanging on to the reality that there's no hope in sight? unhappy.

I'm UNhappy.

1 comment:

♥ CG ♥ said...

Hmmm...a familiar story. This sounds from heart...