Let go, Let GOD....

Hello ladies and gents. I've been thinking about quite a few things that have been boggling me down lately, and I'm doing what I can to finally "Let go and let God". I'm sure a few of you out there in the blogger who go to church and probably hear that phrase from time to time.

I've held on to a few people for a little too long for reasons that now don't even matter to me anymore. From reasons of being accepted to feeling loved and appreciated. And for once in my life I'm finally admitting that I'm tired of bending over ass backwards for people trying to gain something I'm never gonna get. I won't mention any names, but for years I've done all I could to be a supportive and caring person, and all I've gotten was a swift kick in the ass and rejection. As of recently, this person pretty much wrote me off. So, in my best interest, I stopped talking to them altogether. I have no words for them. Whatever it is they got going on in their life, I want no part of it, because they made it obvious that they want no part of me.

I won't lie, it hurts like hell to know that someone close to you that you may cherish would just put you off like you don't mean sh*t, but I guess that's the way the cookie crumbles sometimes. Sure enough I'm not the kind of person that just lets things pass like the water off a duck's back, but sitting around trying to make sense of that madness ain't helping me either. I've tried, and I've come to the realization that it's nothing but a bunch of wasted time and energy on someone and something that ain't worth the hassle. I'm done.

That person can think whatever they want about me, I could care less now. They could think I'm an a**hole, but guess what? At the end of the day, I'm still gonna do what it is I do and make no bones about it. Life goes on. Sadly enough, just without them.

So now I'm gonna let go and let God. Let go of foolishness, anger, and people whom at some point in my life don't benefit me. Goodbye and God bless you (you know who you are).

Until the next post,
Peace and Blessings,
Untouched Jewel