3.04.2009

A dream deferred....

Hello ladies and gents. The title you see is not about 'A Raisin In the Sun' or no shit like that. LOL. I put that title, because at some area of my life, I felt like the one thing I wanted to achieve and maintain for the long haul has come to a screeching hault... for now. Honestly, it sucks.

I will say this much: when you find that one thing in your life that feels right, it's like floating on air. Then comes one of the sevenly deadly sins rearing its ugly head to mess it all up. You try to do all you can to make things work, but it all falls apart at the seams like cheap thread to fabric.

Damn, I just wish what I had hoped for would have lasted as long as it could or would have. But I guess all things come to an end. *Sigh* It's not an easy pill to swallow, so right now I just have to step away from the situation and let things do what it do. This thing is far beyond my control, and I have pretty much thrown in the towel and called it a day (more like life).

So I guess I'm back to square one: hoping for my dream to come around again. Until then, I'm in a state of unhappiness.

Until next post,
Peace & Blessings,
Untouched Jewel

4 comments:

Keith said...

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www.ariesrules.blogspot.com)

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www.keithssongs.blogspot.com)

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Citizen Ojo said...

This is the first time since I've been visiting your blog that the posts were melancholy. I do understand what you are saying though. It's like that sometimes....

MsFreshBananaPuddin said...

it will happen.all good things take time...

MsP

Anonymous said...

With drive and determinition anything is possible, just remember to remove negativity from around you and everything will be alright. Where one door closes another one opens. Try to stay optimistic