Hello ladies and gents. Don't adjust your vision. The title you are reading is correct: LOVE DON'T LIVE HERE ANYMORE. Return to sender.
I'm so sick of how people talk about they love somebody, but will do some dumb shit to jeopardize the love they supposedly have for that person. What people fail to realize is that love is an VERB, not just something that comes and goes like the wind blows. And if I can assume right, I'm sure most of you reading this know what a verb is. If not, TAKE YOUR DUMB ASS BACK TO SCHOOL AND LEARN IT. LOL. Just messing with you fundamentally challenged ones. LMAO. Anyway, love is not something you let come out of your mouth loosely. It takes more than a notion to love somebody.
Love requires action. That means you gotta show a person that you love them and how much you love them before you start spouting that bullshit love all willy-nilly. I was a damn fool for letting men ear-fuck me with that "I LOVE YOU" bullshit. Now that I think back in retrospect, it was just what it was....words. Meaningless and unfulfilling words. Where was LOVE when I got cheated on? Where was LOVE when I felt lonely? Where was LOVE when these men were loosely telling me lies? Answer: NOWHERE THE HELL TO BE FOUND! So that leads me to draw the conclusion of one thing: it no longer resides in Untouched Jewel's heart. Hell, I could receive far more love from a funky ass bum who's been knocking back Cuervo, Jack Daniels and Vodka put together.
I'm sick and tired of men using love to get what they want when they want it. STOP using love as leaverage to make it work to your advantage. So many good women end up being the victim to your bullshit. AND BLACK MEN: Y'ALL JUST NEED TO FUCKIN QUIT! The lies, the numerous baby mamas, "baby boy syndrome"....STOP THAT SHIT! And y'all wonder why half of these (young) women out here are turning lesbian. SMH. It makes no sense how us women put so much of ourselves out there on the line, only to end up on the shit end of the stick practically every time. All that women ask to be is loved and respected, but nooooo....that's too much like right for the majority of men who are on some bullshit.
Anyway, love in terms of relationships, are nonexistent to me. I'm tired of giving people a chance to straighten up and fly right. Tired of racking my brain to see if my guy was faithful or not. Tired of the bullshit high (like crack): it's there to get you high, but once tolerated, could be toxic or fatal. As for me, love is toxic and was almost on the brink of fatal.
Gonna live life, and keep any sincere apologies to myself. I refuse to be picked up and then let down emotionally. At one while, love WAS a permanent resident. Now it's nothing more than distant memory. Life goes on, and so do I.
LOVE DON'T LIVE HERE ANYMORE.
Until Next Post,
Peace & Blessings,
Untouched Jewel
4 comments:
I definitely understand where you're coming from. I had a couple of bf's that claimed they loved me but did the most hurtful things to me.
On that note, men shouldn't be made the only bad guys...some women are known for that too!!
des so true
Thanks for stoppin' by recently. I definitely appreciate it. I certainly hope things turn out for the better on your end...
Don't ever give up on love.
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