From the Mind of the Untouched Jewel 2

Okay ladies and gentlemen, since I don't have something of interest to write about today, here is another one of my top of the dome writings. It's called "Untitled". Enjoy.

Untitled
Why do I feel like I love you and despise you at the same time?

What we had shared may have been a one-time “fling”, but the ramifications of that act cost us a both a lifetime… or at least me anyway.

Time can’t be turned back, nor can what little friendship we had can be restored, because it’s broken beyond repair.

I never tried to make things hard for either one of us, but I made a life choice… I CHOSE LIFE.

Sure we have gone our separate ways, but one thing remains true: We both have a life that carries our blood through their veins everyday.

I wish you no ill will, and I do hope life brings you all you want and more. But I can no longer live to where the life I chose is more of a burden to you than it is to me. In some ways, I didn’t choose this life by myself. I had help. So why can’t you help me? Why can’t you be there in full support?

I can’t make you stay, can’t make you do what you choose not to. In time, you will have a change of heart, a change of mind. Until you do, I hope you live out your life in its entirety before it’s all said and done. But always remember: your life is carrying your bloodline.