My letter to people who have hurt me in the past

Dear Hater(s),

As I sit here and write this form of a letter in my blog, I want to say that this is my way of expressing my anger and disgust of all the shit you did to me. I'm here to tell you that what you have done to me in the past (and the fact that I let it bother me for so long) is now finally coming to an end.

I have wondered why I can't deal with people the way I should. I now know why. It's because of people like you....ASSHOLES. I have dealt with assholes all my life, and all they have caused me is nothing but grief. I've tried to be a peaceful person, and friend to most. I see now that it makes no sense for me to peaceful. I've been almost to the point of naivete', but now that madness has reached its course. Honestly, had I not been the kind-hearted and nice person I am, I would be an asshole... just like you. I've sat around all my life and let people get the better of me, and even punk me, and I at most times wouldn't even defend myself for fear that I would get into trouble.

I have sat back for far too long and let people belittle my worth and intelligence to make themselves feel better. Hell, I've had so-called friends smile in my face and would do all but stab me in my back, because they wanted to have my (then) boyfriend. It even got to a point where a girl tried to fight me at my own track practice at school for his ass. For fear of getting into trouble and getting kicked off the track team, I let that shit go, when I should have beat that ass. I'm sick and tired of you hating ass people who do nothing, but bring me down like the crab-in-a-barrell syndrome. If I gotta be the one to kick the shit outta you to get ahead, then by all means, bring it!

I would be asshole enough to put your name out there on blast to let the world know how big an asshole you are to me, but believe when I say that you aren't even worth the satisfaction, let alone the hassle. And if you read this, and figure it's you.... then it's a likely chance it's your ass anyway. I'm tired of you trying to figure me out (like I'm that damn predictable), tired of you trying to tell me how my shit stinks when yours smells just as bad. And then you wonder why I don't say shit to NOBODY? I'm almost to where I could give a rat's ass about anybody in this stage of the game. And if you think I'm being selfish, you damn right. I'm well within right. I've looked out for others for far too long, and still that don't mean a dime worth a hole cut in it. I've looked out for people who had so called friends that used them to no end (and they knew that shit). And where were these friends, when the chips were down?! NO FUCKING WHERE TO BE FOUND. I got news for your asses!

To all the haters that have dogged me, smiled in my face, talk shit when I wasn't there, and even have the nerve to call me on my shit when they are fucked up, too: KISS MY ASS....BOTH CHEEKS! I hope I never see you in person, because I will act like you aren't even there in my face. I will ignore you, maybe even slap the shit out of you for all I care. Might make me feel better. LOL. I don't resort to revenge, but I will resort to an ass kickin if need be. I don't like you. Never did, and probably never will. And if you happen to be mad, don't go away mad, just go away. I bet you think this letter is about you, don't you? Well guess what... it is. LMAO.